Kicking it off...

Summer of 2010 is finally here, and starting off semi-good. I kicked off my summer by getting in a fight with my mom, which got in the way of not being able to spend the night with Jessica (im still sorry about that). After the fight, I realized my feelings for a guy that has been my best friend for a year now, that those feelings hasn't gone away and I didnt know what to do with them. I went to the neighborhood pool to get away from my house...He was there. So what do I do, I tell him my feelings for him that havent changed...From then, it went from bad to great. Im also scared as crap, the last guy I ever had feelings for or even close to being in a full on relationship with hurt me pretty bad, but again thats why I have some of the best friends in the world who I miss so much. I havent seen any of them, and im not getting used to it at all and it sucks because I leave for west virginia in like 2 weeks and wont have cell phone service and its just I need my girls. I miss everyone already. Hope to see them soon.

This summer is going to be a blast from the past going back to west virginia, am i excited? Yes. But im not ready to go back into what has happened the last times I went. Its so hard. Maybe something will come from it, who knows?

All I know is that, I want this summer to be the best, I have made new friends and will have so many great memories with them and August, we will reuinite and get even closer :)