Kicking it off...

Summer of 2010 is finally here, and starting off semi-good. I kicked off my summer by getting in a fight with my mom, which got in the way of not being able to spend the night with Jessica (im still sorry about that). After the fight, I realized my feelings for a guy that has been my best friend for a year now, that those feelings hasn't gone away and I didnt know what to do with them. I went to the neighborhood pool to get away from my house...He was there. So what do I do, I tell him my feelings for him that havent changed...From then, it went from bad to great. Im also scared as crap, the last guy I ever had feelings for or even close to being in a full on relationship with hurt me pretty bad, but again thats why I have some of the best friends in the world who I miss so much. I havent seen any of them, and im not getting used to it at all and it sucks because I leave for west virginia in like 2 weeks and wont have cell phone service and its just I need my girls. I miss everyone already. Hope to see them soon.

This summer is going to be a blast from the past going back to west virginia, am i excited? Yes. But im not ready to go back into what has happened the last times I went. Its so hard. Maybe something will come from it, who knows?

All I know is that, I want this summer to be the best, I have made new friends and will have so many great memories with them and August, we will reuinite and get even closer :)

The Beginnings.

Summer comes around every year. School ends, another year filled with good or bad memories. This year starting at a new school, new grade, new life, and new friends you learn so much about your own self and the people you surround yourself around. I have made some of the best friends in my 9th grade year of high school and I lost some friends too, but what matters is those true high school friends you meet in one class and is shy to talk to but then later become your best friends and they end up becoming even more...Sisters. As the school year ends, and everything drifts a part because of not seeing your "soul sisters" every day things become tough, they become hard, and sometimes they even come to a point where you just dont talk or see each other. With me and my friends, nothing will tear us apart. With love, laughter, and FUN it will just keep getting better and better each and every year. SUMMER 2010.